Darkness Will Come
Psalms 22:2
O my God, I make my cry in the day, and you give no answer; and in the night, and have no rest.
We knew darkness.
We knew abandonment.
We knew fear.
We struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts.
Release of shadows come, even with the smallest sparkle of light, maybe simple as a flower ...
All good things come from God
It isn't hard to admit because there is no one who listens anyway, God's ear is never closed.
Soul is broken
All have turned their face
Loneliness is penetrating
Ripping my heart in two
None ever understood
Silent anguishing screams
I need help but God's grace
Lets me keep walking
Mercy never locks doors
Neither, Forsaken
Always, Heart to heart
Stillness, unaccepted
Stillness, unjoined
Stillness, alone
Stillness, crying
Stillness, no help
Who am I that all turns away with misunderstanding?
Who am I so horrible to be around?
Lost again.
Alone again.
Light and breath surrounds me, but something repulsive and abrasive still lurks near for my human to human interactions.
Who can help me?
Psalms 41:3-4
The Lord will be his support on his bed of pain: by you will all his grief be turned to strength.
Lord, have mercy on me; make my soul well, because my faith is in you.
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